2004-03-27 - 8:50 p.m.
So I came to a realization today. When I was with Nicky, I became way too attached, much too quickly and far too dependant. But its like that Alanis Morrisette song. "It's all your fault." I had no choice. For the first time in my life I met someone that I was interested in in a romantic way that I connected with spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically. That doesn't happen every day. When I said that he was my prince charming I meant it and it was true. In that relationship I tossed my rules out the window because everyone kept telling me to. The next time... I'm keeping my own rules. No we aren't allowed to talk every day. Until the moment is right, even if it is how I feel I will not say I love you. And my past is just that, my past. It isnt going to effect our relationship and no you can't know about it. Not until much much much farther up the road. Just a quick note.
NOTORIOUS!
