2003-12-03 - 8:35 a.m.
Alright people. Tell me what to do. I feel my life spinning out into a spiral. Law school, should I go? Should I move home and help my mom sell the house and get a job in Chicago? Should I be that person I'm afraid to be and sacrafice my pride for the l word? Should I apply for my bosses job should it open up and stay here? Should I have turkey or roast beef for lunch?
Im just not sure about anything anymore. I used to have all the answers, now they arent forth coming.
And because its becoming tradition for me to leave you with lyrics today I give you TLC's "Damaged". . . . . The song of the day was damaged but I decided to change it. I felt a little more upbeat than that today. So I hereby give you your new song of the day. . . Three Doors Down "Kryptonite". The song talks about all the super powers im supposed to have and what people expect. But what happens if i spiral out of control or lose my mind. Yeah I know still introspective but more upbeat. Its a fun little diddy in my opinion. I'm always expected to be the strong one. I'm always expected to have the answers and advice. What happens when I run out? Also I noticed this and maybe its paranoia. Sometimes I feel like those close to me want what I have, or those that know me. Its not jealousy but maybe more a form of flattery in that they want to relate or get to a place they see me at. The people that I think do this will know who they are. And those of you that know youre exempted bugger off and stop thinking that I'm self-absorbed. Im pretty sure if you analyzed some situations youll see what I'm talking about. Oh and btw 2 weeks.
Kryptonite by Three Doors Down (pics) I took a walk around the world to Ease my troubled mind I left my body laying somewhere In the sands of time I watched the world float to the dark Side of the moon I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah I watched the world float to the Dark side of the moon After all I knew it had to be something To do with you I really don’t mind what happens now and then As long as you’ll be my friend at the end If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If I’m alive and well , will you be There holding my hand I’ll keep you by my side with My superman might Kryptonite You called me strong , you called me weak , But still your secrets I will keep You took for granted all the times I Never let you down You stumbled in and bumped your head , if Not for me then you would be dead I picked you up and put you back On solid ground If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If I’m alive and well , will you be There holding my hand I’ll keep you by my side with my Superman might Kryptonite Yeah !! If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If I’m alive and well , will you be there Holding my hand I’ll keep you by my side with My superhuman Kryptonite
