2003-10-20 - 12:32 p.m.
Ok so heres the abridged version of the ho down low down and all that cowboy shit. Troy and I discussed his exile, the only thing that came of it is he is not banned from I.M conversations. Otherwise still shady.
Work of course you all know that I got a promotion and was made student supervisor. So yay I make more money now, a lot of money. Yeah not enough to live on, I am still below the poverty level. However, considering Im a full time student and not working full time, I kick ass.
I met this guy we had a couple dates. I didnt click with him because;
1. we had sex on the first date after we talked about it and agreed not to.
2. he wanted to me to do things I am not comfortable doing. No S&M or anything like that but he wanted me to cum in his face. I don't know but for some reason I felt like I was degrading him by doing it even though he asked me to. Yeah Oh well. Anyway he wasnt my type anyway. We didn't really have common interests or anything and outside of being gay we didn't have anything in common in general. Still he can be a friend.
The roommate situation. I love my roommates they are great guys. Paul is caring, smart funny, politically aware. Craig is cute, smart, artistic and good at tolerating my random ravings. They are both good at taking my personality in stride. But. . . They are driving me up the fucking wall. Yes, they will read this. Yes they already know I want them both put on Lithium and Prozac. They are so moody. But its ok they are my boys.
The fraternity yeah, no more. We voted to close the colony. I am tired of jumping through hoops and I dont see the fruits of my labor. I have put my heart and soul into the fraternity for the last 2 years. Ive gotten the most amazing friends out of it and I love them dearly. I couldn't love them more if they had come from the same vagina. But it just wasn't working and other people didn't share our vision. I still want to be involved in the national organization and have no intention of severing any of my ties with Delta Lambda Phi. I just can't be a colonist or president of the colony anymore. LAMBDA MEN ONE TIME!!!!!!! HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then I met Nicky. awww Nicky. He's cute, smart, funny, cute, funny, caring, adorable. And he thinks a lot like I do. The psychotic things that go through my mind during class etc. Its great. His cousin Amber says we are going to get married and have 10,000 babies. Ummmm, I don't know about all that. I dont have anything for those bastards to come out of and I don't know how I feel about one C-section after another. JUST KIDDING FOLKS. Always thinking of you Nicky.
Ragen Johanna Graf, you need to come visit me. Just thought that if I put it on here you'd have a constant reminder. Every diary entry (although infrequent) will remind you of the necessity of coming to see me.
Thank you and that is all.
